lightpositivity:

Sometimes you don’t start your day until 2pm. Sometimes you have to put on a pair of jeans and a nice shirt instead of sweatpants in order to feel good about yourself. Sometimes it’s really fucking hard to get up and take a shower or brush your teeth. Sometimes it’s really fucking hard to take care of yourself and it’s okay. That is okay. Simple things aren’t always easy and simple things being hard doesn’t make you weak, you are doing the best you can and some days there are things you just can’t do and that’s okay. You are healing. You are trying. Do what you need to do to feel good.

I’m so hurt, alone, exhausted, drained, angry, and depressed.

sydnova:

the sun is a girl. she has lips as sweet as rosemary, a voice softer than my thoughts. she used to settle in the desert, where she could beat down mercilessly and reap her light. but now she’s here, smiling at me, eyes jubilant, hazel, sparkles of their own star. she says we vibe, she says we were destined to meet. we’re soulmates in our own little way. the sun is a girl, and she moved all this way to find me.

nuodai:

im such a fuckign jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode

3rdfelony:

If she a freak and loyal she a keeper

I’m sorry I’m not the sexiest, or the prettiest, I’m sorry I’m not the perfect girl you dream of. I’m sorry I don’t look like all those other girls you talk to more than me. I’m sorry you have to find satisfaction by looking at other women or even thinking about other women, because i seem to not do that for you anymore. I’m sorry something somewhere changed so much you broke all your promises to me. I’m sorry I seem to not be the woman you were “excited to start your life with” anymore. So I’ll just sit here patiently waiting for some stupid miracle to happen, even though I know deep down it won’t. Because that’s just how much you mean to me and how much I will always love you… I wish you could say the same.

You said you’d never lie to me yet here you are…

dreams-and-coffee:

More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if i wasn’t alone.”

starvationxa:

2019 is the year i get my shit together or i finally kill myself so stay tuned

tootiredofbeing:

You moved on but I’m still here.